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Mistake was working for clockwork I donated my good tractor some years before and started driving junk equipment from other people

Going to work with a truck that broke down getting another truck that was not supposed to be on the road and still being rushed to make a late delivery that the company would not pay for.

Their anger was because I couldn't get to the customer at the time they were expecting me,
I had no alternative but to drive at crawling pace since the trailer had no Brakes It was either be there late or turn around and Park the equipment.

I didn't love working at clockwork but it was close to home and therefore convenient for me