I am so sorry that you are facing those struggles Raven. Sending you one giant hug!! Are you seeing anyone for your depression? I ask because I have suffered from depression before myself and sometimes it can help to talk to someone. It doesn't have to be a therapist it could even be a close friend or family member. As for jobs, are you able to complete tasks alright? What about if you worked from home? Would that be helpful? Let me know, I am here!!