I’m just going to turn back to crime it pays something
I have no job history ever I’m 31 years old and I have a long record I haven’t been in trouble at all in over 3 years I’ve tried everything to get a job I would dig ditches if I had to shovel poop it doesn’t matter and even the day laborer isn’t willing to send me out I’m about to lose everything that family has blessed me with and they know how hard I’ve been trying but they cannot afford to take on another grown man that isn’t supplying any income. I am afraid that I will have to resort back to a life of crime and to be honest I don’t want to but how else am I supposed to eat? Nobody even cares to offer any position or continue a interview he’ll McDonald’s said I am not qualified to flip there hamburgers. I’m at my crossroads what should I do keep looking $0.00hr. Or my old ways that WILL EVENTUALLY put me away for a very long time last time I was into a life of delinquency I was pulling in $2,500-$4,000 cash no tax dollars every night. I’m trying to keep my composure but I’m hungry I only have 2 sets of clothes I’ve been wearing for a year and now I won’t even have a bed to sleep on. I have a high school diploma and no job history but a doctrine in retail of non pharmaceutical psychedelics at a premium price. But I am still determined to stay out of jail someone please help
I get where you're coming from. I have no criminal record, but it's to the point now where I'm considering resulting to a life of crime daily. There have even been days where I have walked the plazas, looking to see if anyone was interested in a day laborer. This worked for me last year at a used car dealership; I was able to wash cars and campers, of course for less than minimum wage, and made a few dollars that way. I did that for a few weeks, until the owner of the dealership started sitting in the campers with me and sticking his hands in his pants. I felt extremely uncomfortable so I quit. Another guy that worked at a dealership across the street would see me working though, so he offered to pay me to come out to his house and clean his camper and two cars. He picked me up the first day, took me to his house, and stopped me after I washed the camper. He spent the next hour talking to me about his ex-girlfriend, and how he was attracted to black women. I kept asking him to take me home, and evidently he did, stating he would call me so I come back to wash the cars. I never answered his calls. This is when I began to see him randomly EVERYWHERE. He learned my schedule, that I walked every morning, I began to see him in the most unusual places. I stopped walking for a while, but of course, that didn't last. I am a single mother of 3; I can't afford to not try.... Some time after that, I was hired at a commission paid job I'd found on this website. I worked with 3 guys, and I have to say honestly, they treated me fair. I lack transportation, however, and had to walk up to the plaza to bum a ride everyday. This got to be dangerous, because I noticed a lot of males started to linger around, just waiting for me to ask for a ride. I got to the point I didn't know who to trust anymore. I didn't want to end up as a news report, so I quit going into the office, and just decided to try to go out and make the sales. But door to door selling is very difficult when you don't have a car. The guys were willing to drive me around, but to tell the truth, at that point, and even at this point, I am totally disgusted, feel broken, and at my wits end. Even though I live in a very small city, I have no help, and it seems like things are getting worse by the hour..... Seems like the best thing to do most times is to just not even try, but the other options suck way more than failure. So, just take life one day at a time. And know you're not the only one. Best of luck to you.....