Back in January 2016 I lost my career as an Ophthalmology Technician due to sudden illness, and now that my husband is the only one working....everything has gone completely down hill. I was diagnosed with Trigeminal Neuralgia a.k.a The Suicide Disease because after about 2 years of suffering, about 50% of the patients commit suicide due to the debilitating pain. I'm also having problems with my kidneys and lungs, but due to the income loss, we can't afford my medical care or prescriptions, we're facing homelessness very soon, and my children won't get to enjoy Christmas. Needless to say....I am desperate to earn an income, we've applied for assistance but we were denied because my husband works, I've applied for disability, the process is so long, and they require me to get needed medical treatment from my specialists on a regular basis but I can't afford it. My youngest daughter took it apon herself to start a fundraising campaign with CrowdRise months ago, but it hasn't been successful at all, we have not been able to get donations or find people willing to share the campaign information or the link to the page. At this point, I'm going to have to against my primary care doctors orders and attempt to get a job.....maybe I can try my best to hide my illness. This is taking a huge toll on me mentally and emotionally, and I'm feeling like I want to throw the towel in and end it all. What would you do in this situation?