Take time and think.but hang out at the edd. (Employment developement department.job training ect.slowly clime.out of your condition.use econmic resourse centers.seek rooming.put your mind at ease.knock on doors.dont give up.easy said.as an african american woman you are valuble as you may have always been you have a skill.city hall county .state.talk to people read positive novels and read and evision someones expieriences.take your mind off of depressed vision.its there.for you.you will tap into it. Spend time with positive sucessful people.people that hold high esteem.iam a black man in america.the enemies toward us had me homless and alot of black men in the 1980s.i refuse to accept defeat.all the money and wealth in this country.and you helped pay towards it.dont give up.iam employed have a home its not a gaurante that.i wont have to continue to double up my struggle.know the time and what must be done.get yours. And help the next person when you come out of your condition.to deborah much sucess