Hi, i juat wanted 2 thank 1 of the post directed 2 me, that i sincerly apologize 4 the poor grammer, prior 2 desert storm i was a history manger, and field journalist, was a dream of mine, since a career day, with a documentay, on war field journalist, desert storm chose not 2 allow that, due 2 a heat exhausted incident triggered a strocke, and heart attack, which result 2 losing a kidney, forcing me 2 do dialysis 3xs a week 4 hours each. Its a difficult thing not because of the obvious reason alone, bur good grammer was very important 2 me, after my siblings and i were abandone, and it made me a very angry and difficult kid in the worst city 4 that, which ended up me getting adopy by tge streets at 13, another bad move that turned in2 a do or die situation, so i. After all the madness settled, i was left withspeec issues, which i was unecessarly imporant. Ive been fighting myself, with stuborness 2 get help, pride has its darkness like everything eles, eventually i chose living 4 even a minute piece of happeness, by changing my goals and deeams 2 be around long enough 4 grandkids some day, a fresh start 4 niaev, love with a clean expectations of lil 1s that dont care up all the negativity, and love me 4 being me. So again 2 tge gentleman, all the fellow jobcasers, i am sorry and i will work on doing better, becaus my biggest fight now is not 2 be treated with the child like praises and sympathetic treatments, im fighting 2 be treated the way i was though im not who i was, ur post actually enciuraged me, and has given me an uplifting topic at my next therapy meeting. My therapist felt that the more i write and read, it will aide me in my quest, and make me stronger mentally as emotional, i have 2 learn whats good 4 the goose, its good 4 whomever is shooting at it.so 4give tge errors and the length, but this is good and cheaper therapy, so will work on it. I had hope id never half 2 divulge this info, but i really saw it as a good theraputic opp.