To all seekers, be strong, and never give up. Do what you can to protect you from homeless. Just keep moving forward, and don't look back to you past. I have never given up in life for any reason. I used to live in New Mexico, and there was no much job there. So, I found a job in Taxes for $8 dollar, and hour at Excel Corporation as a meat company. So, I drove from New Mexico at 4:00am to my job in Taxes for 45min to an hour. Sometimes it was snow so badly, but anyway I want to live, and support my two boys. So, I did work there for couple years. I pray every morning on my way to work, and today, I am a Woman of Leisure. I believed in God, even I don't see his image, but could hear him, and could see my eyes for every he does for me all these years to today. I think I am the luckiest, and a blessing by God love. This is a lesson for me not to give up in life. Especially, I was a single mother at the time. I worked hard in my life to be with my boy, and today I am a proud mother, and also I was lucky to find a best man to be the best father for my boys. I knew God was excepted my prayer. My pray every morning-- Dear God I need a partner, because I am very lonely, and have no family. A partner has no money, and not handsome, but has a heart to love me, and I will love him. I want a partner who will care for me, and I will care for him forever. I want a partner to love my boys, and not just only me. I want a partner who are honest, and have love like I do. God loves me, and the man I met God was Blessing me with. Today, I have been married for 25 years, and still going very strong, and wonderful for ever. I love you all, and my heart with you, and understand what you all going through, but remember this is not the end of the world when you feel do down sometimes. Merry Christmas to everyone of you and all single mother who struggle to live. I feel for you all, because I was in your shoes. I LOVE MY FREEDOM.