My own mental illness
My mental illness is not easy but relatively simple. I get depressed occasionally and sometimes severely and am a professional worrier. Having studied the biochemistry and treatment extensively I was able to seek help when needed, something many people don't know to recognize and do. That does not mean treatment is easy, always successful or lasting. Since 1992 I have had 2 jobs, mostly at the same time. Took an early retirement from teaching after 20 years which was kind of forced, and still have my job in a medical field. Not impressed with antidepressants, I did ect and it had a bad effect on my memory permanently as well as reduced my ability to learn. I can't do some things like cook like in the past. Kind of feel cheated at how ect was misrepresented to me, well I researched it too but think the information out there is biased on the behalf of the manufacturers of the equipment. Today TMS is used an is far less invasive, I believe safer. Sometimes we learn the hard way. This is a good part of why I need to move to a job that, well is not as professional. At least I am in relatively a good place for diminished income. ...me
Matthew 6:30. Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith?31. Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?32. (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.33. But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.34. Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.
I can not say I understand what you’re going through, but I can say I believe that prayer changes things. I will be praying that you receive a miracle and know that you are loved. May the Father’s peace and love surround you. We only live once make a decision to choose not to worry about the things you cannot change and let the Father help you, His yoke is easy and His burdens are light. We can only find true peace and rest in the Father’s love.
Cleaning doesn't pay alot. You can distance yourself from people with the right job. It will also allow you to interact when you feel good. I work at the rest areas, and i meet all kinds of people from everywhere. Just an idea.The company's name is dbi. You can put in an app on line.
maybe it would be a good thing to take a break from those brainy jobs, and do something more physical, maybe in an open environement a place where you get to chat with people.......not analyze, nor think tooo much, just observe,excercise your physical abilities and get the best out of it.
God bless you! I feel in my heart that a good talk with God will turn it all around for you. He only wants the best for us but he is waiting for us to ask him. When you walk with him it's just like always having your best friend beside you to look out for you. It's a great feeling to know you are never alone. Good luck and God bless again.
Thank you for your honesty and bravery. It takes a lot of personal strength and courage to find help to deal with our demons. (Not my favorite word to describe pain and suffering) regardless, the fact that you call yourself out publically in such a dignified manor is really impressive!
If only those in control of our government were so courageous we would be in great shape!
Best to you and wishes for a Happy New Year!
I wish you Peace on your journey to recovery all things happen to us in season s we have trials but we over come blessed you are to share your testimony
It’s so odd that this show up on phone today. I have been fighting with depression for so many years. I have bern in therapy for year. Things are finally looking up for me. But with the holiday and winter it gets hard. Thanks for your story. PH
Interesting ,that I would read this.As I have been considering seeking help for my depression and anxiety .I suffer severely from both .I don't have the knowledge to research or the skills Sure could use some advice and help if any body has any suggestions I would sure be thankfull
Amen