I am a pharmacy tech.I have ben under an enormous amount of stress. I am these bread winner for 5 adults: my unemployed husband and three college students living at home. I am overwrought with health problems lately. My anxiety and depression are out of control. I am a faithful and good employee. I asked my doctor for medication to calm my frazzled nerves. I was prescribes something.I took it and it made me feel very strange. This compounded my anxiety and I felt like I was having a mental breakdown. I went to the store for milk. I store affiliated with the store in which I work. I was out of my mind with confusion and despondency. I was going to buy some special chai conditioner form mentally struggling daughter. When I saw the price, I tossed it in my purse without thinking. This is polar behavior of everything I stand for.I don't know what came over me. I of course was caught. I was arrested and booked for shoplifting. It is surreal to me. There is no excuse however it makes no sense to me.I pride myself on my integrity. This lapse in reasoning cost me to be suspended and defiantely will be terminated. I have worked there for4 years and have carved out this career due to my work ethic and high moral standings. I appear to be a hypocrite. I am just destroyed and spiraling down in terror. Iam in the union; can they help me? What recourse do I have, if any? I am ashamed and mortified. I am a good person.I have never stole anything in my life. What the heck shouldI do? I feel like I was in a blackout. Again, there is no excuse that will erase this horrible and disastrous mistake. What should I do?