Feeling quite down today, like a complete failure. As my car financing company calls again and I swipe left for not having anything to give. I put my nose in my Bible and pray that this too shall pass. I cry, get mad, then cry again. Why isn't there a way for honest people that really need help to get help. I see these people that are homeless walking down the street pushing a shopping cart full of everything that means anything to them and I wonder, is that going to be me? I used to wonder how did they get to that point but unfortunately I believe I know now that some people just don't get a chance to excel. Rather it be because of a bad decision they made many years ago, they didn't know the right people, or if their parents just forgot to teach them. I must admit that I am running low on hope. I need a chance just a chance and I can do the rest. But I don't know what I don't know so I can't figure out why this is happening. If anyone out there has a need for a Administrative Assistant or a Customer Service Supervisor please reach out. I need a chance. .... #advice #jobsearch #opportunity #chance # faith