I had a new job lined up last month. I was to begin a new 1-2 year contract. Less than a week before I was to begin the entire project was shelved. I was told this exactly one year to the day that I lost my last job. I'm having a harder time each week trying to keep my chin up but it's difficult when I'm home alone 10-12 hours a day 5 days a week with no friends to talk to or fellow artists to keep creative with. I'm just blue and I don't know where I'm going. I'm not getting any younger either. I'll be 60 this year.