Hunter, you are not alone in this struggle. I hope you are able to find work quickly, but in the meantime, ask your employer to apply for Oregon's Work Share program. They will help cover some of your lost wages. https://www.oregon.gov/employ/Unemployment/Pages/Work-Share-Program.aspx I hope you are finding support on Jobcase and in your community. Good luck.
Hunter - don't feel ashamed. This pandemic, and the economic impacts, are unprecedented. Finding ways to live frugally should be celebrated. As you look to get back on your feet, here are a bunch of people who are hiring: Grocery stores Delivery (Dominoes, Papa Johns, Instacart) Logistics (Walmart, Amazon, FedEx) Pharmacies (Walgreens, CVS)
Good luck getting back on your feet.